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Overview
The name is Yasmin♥ Currently fantastic thirteen♥ ACS international , 1x DRAMA♥! i hate getting older therefore i do not want to celebrate my birthday! I can be nice and I can be mean so watch out cos I might kill you ;D
Your words mean the world to me♥
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Monday, 14 September 2009
*sigh*I'm not sure what i've done wrong... I dont know why I deserve this crap from you. All i ever did was love you. Is that such a crime? I never thought we would end like this.. but it seems like it has. I never wanted to be the one in pain, but it just happened that way. All i'm trying to say is that I love you. I thought i could trust you and your words, but they are empty to me now. Imma tell you one time. All hope is lost. All dreams are gone. I've lost you. Now your battle is won. -YASMIN SEBASTIAN.<3 Monday, 7 September 2009
You see the smile I fake You hear the laugh I hate You've found the look of fate On my masked face. You love me when I smile You hate me in denial You've walked me down that aisle Behind my masked face. You twirl me round You never let me hit the ground You've seen everything around But what's behind my masked face. You whisper in my ear You are my darling dear You've loved me true and clear Take off that masked face You wipe your hands dry You hold your head up high You've ripped me from my pride And hold that masked face You look at me and see What tragedy came with me You tell me that I'm free From the masked face I used to be -Anonymous
I Love You... carey beatrice en xin dyan aimee nikole sarah clarissa alex kong alex lee shayne claudia kwan kayo nakamura nicole lee claudia rolph krystal peh nicole sebastian jonathan sebastian claudia tan chloe tan hannah tan shenna mae sherlyn teo nicole rolph bella erra valeri nafisa stella maris shermaine tan rasheeda jing yi ariel campbell geoffrey adi justin ryan emma desiree daffy dulcy sarah chan sophia chan zach joshua g margaux shelby isabel myrza steph stephen ashleigh ben jon lee joshua c jon s gabriel amanda zeyda hilya eunice beatrice caroline fiona "The stars lean down to kiss you And I lie awake and miss you Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere 'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly But I'll miss your arms around me I'd send a postcard to you dear 'Cause I wish you were here I'll watch the night turn light blue But it's not the same without you Because it takes two to whisper quietly The silence isn't so bad Till I look at my hands and feel sad 'Cause the spaces between my fingers Are right where yours fit perfectly I'll find repose in new ways Though I haven't slept in two days 'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone But drenched in vanilla twilight I'll sit on the front porch all night Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you I don't feel so alone As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight I'll think of you tonight When violet eyes get brighter And heavy wings grow lighter I'll taste the sky and feel alive again And I'll forget the world that I knew But I swear I won't forget you Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past I'd whisper in your ear, Oh darling I wish you were here" I miss all of you guys, no matter what order I put you in, I miss all of you, and I just wanted to thanks all of you for making my life a thing to look forward to. Thank you... Lots of love, Yasmin. <3 Sunday, 6 September 2009
DYING TO DIE...life. its complicated.very very very complicated.now. take for example. me. i'm happy, oh yes, i'm very happy. but thats only on the outside. i have.. alot, of emotions. and. sometimes, they get abit hard to control. today for example, i banged my head on the wall 6 times. i'm confused, and angry and ... i just have all these mixed up feelings. its tearing me up inside. right now, i want to give up. i dont want to go through this anymore. i want to let it all out, and not have ANYONE care... but.. thats impossible.. cause all these people, are making it impossible for me to live. i'm not pointing fingers at anyone. but i'm just saying. *sigh* i wish life would be.. simple. |